wawa

wa...i success sign in my blogspot..haha
i try to type my password...dim zi correct liao...hahaha
my new blog is www.wretch.cc/blog/puiwui ar..haha

shift

wow...there's long time tat i didnt update my blog...
many things had happened during these days n i really hope to write them down...
juz bcaz of lazy...n my pc lag la...haha
hmm...so im going to shift my blog to wretch ler...
hope tat'll b a vry nice blog ^^

不懂不懂我不懂

怎么辦？
我覺得很累...
難道就這么脆弱嗎？
怎樣才能達到我的要求？
我想要..很多..很多...
我想要賺錢，我要學日文，我要得的一切一切...興趣...音樂...
我也想要休息，我的‘美美計劃’..但現在的我好像更加累..
其實有很多東西已擺在我面前，等我去學，等我去問，等我去捉摸，等我去爭取!
但我都不能完完整整得到它們..
可能還會因我一而再，再而三地拖延而喪失機會...
那我該怎么辦？
是我太貪心？不會吧...
只要有心，只要你是真的想要，你就一定會得到的！對嗎？
最近在想，我好像做錯一個選擇..
花那么多時間，但不能開心地享受過程，有意義嗎？
如果之前放棄這選擇，也許現在的我可以做很多很多我想做的事情...
但也許我沒做出這選擇，損失的會是我自己...
仔細去想，就是這么認為啦...
但既然已選擇了，就該享受...對吧？
我的鋼琴練得怎樣了？
之前因為考試而停了幾個月..所以這個月開始學了..
但我這個星期里好像沒練過！對得起自己嗎？
我知道那是我的問題...很多很多問題！很大問題！
也許還不夠成熟？還沒成長？不會處理問題？什么！藉口！
也許是我在逃避咯，因為我不懂我該怎樣！
我很累，何時才能解決我的問題？
也許只是一時之間的累...一旦過了...
我一定會找出解決方案...達到我的要求！
得到我想要的東西，實現我想做的事情！等我！
嗯，先見步走步！明天將去做我喜歡做的事情..我的興趣 :)

First Working Day

today,my father brought me to his office to work wer..

im quite willing to follow him bcaz he'll pay salary for me..hehe

tat's gud for me bcaz i've already told him tat i'll juz help him if i've no activity tat day..wahahaha..tq tq..

so wat did i do? typing..'drawing'..n sum 'sap sui' job la..haha

my father's office mayb juz hav 1 worker, tat's an uncle..the 2nd worker is me lo..mayb..haha

actually im nt really know about his job..his company name is 'SETA DESIGN'..mayb indoor design or wat de..so the more difficult job i did today is 'drawing' by using pc which is a new experience 4 me..my father taught me n let me do the more easy de..follow the drawing sample in the paper then draw the lines..copy....

so im at the office now..i stopped my job n need to wait till 7.30pm then go back..if i hav bring my license then i can go back now =.= but nvm..can online here n i brought my JJ's album here ^^ start listening n learning his new songs..repeat n repeat~ oh later still need to vacuum the floor..do housework meh..nvm..im willing to do it..hehe

hmm..although i help my father..but i'll still find other job which introduced by friends..i'll prefer tat..juz waiting for their gud news :)

munchy's birthday celebration

today's activity is munchy's assistant- monica incharge de...haha
luckily today got transport the whole day...really thx all the the drivers tat bring convinience for us 2 go anywhere ..xiao xuan,ruishen,jie ying,jacky,munchy..but today seems too many cars..mayb 4 then ok d...quite waste petrol...
a vry funny thing is v laugh at munchy bcaz birthday gal need drive alone n meet us...haha
after having breakfast then v go desa parkcity playing kite n cycling but i didnt cycle ler..
v took many photos~ tat's really a hot day~~
then v go ts having chicken buffet but not delicious de..luckily me n xuan b late there bcaz v shopping for a while so v noticed not to eat lo...han fan RM20..hehe
then monica n caipeng go buy cake lo then v giv her a surprise..sing birthday song...eat ..take photo..
after tat they suggested to go neway but sum ppl went back home..
me,yong wei n boon soon followed xuan balik lo..
but ruishen oso back..tat's abnormal..haha..he crashed car again on the way to ts, go police station tim ==
so mayb he no mood already? haha..
after tat go mutiara wif xuan n bac to school for a while..thought to take photo de but leave there after sum minutes..haha..then xuan fetch me back lo..really thx her..
hmm..actually today feel quite uncomfortable so didnt join them sing k lo..矛盾啦..喉咙好了很多，想让它多休息..then i got flu after back home lo so need to take more rest ler..today, v noticed tat our graduate travellnig is on next monday..oh..tat's too fast...不知不觉...will enjoy in the following days :)

不值得的一天

我今天做错事！真的不懂做么我酱的..
今天8点要回校为明年的演唱会练唱嘛..
时间观念一向"很好"的我就七点多起身咯，以为自己很厉害，可以赶得及..
摸到十个字酱才飞去学校
结果就迟到咯，迟到几分钟罢了，就被罚RM5了..aiz..
then o..在宿舍吃完午餐回音乐室那段路途就逗留看看上次那批从新加坡来拍戏的人咯..
then 就叫我们一些穿校服的过去客串下
我就上咯 hehe
完了后就回音乐室咯，发生什么事?! 又迟到~
我们被罚RM10!! 尉妮讲：现在是练歌时间bla bla bla...
知错了啦～
omg!! 一天之间，RM15 飞走了~ bb
这一天喉咙又很不舒服噢，在学校吃hacks, 回家后喝100plus+多多salt then 又喝椰水..冷一冷喉咙..hehe
虽然这一天很不值得，但我今天在学校走走下都看到梁志强，虽然没有林俊杰那么有魅力，但也很开心能看见他..还有跟他打招呼tim..haha..所以balance了一点点...
所以啊!往后的练歌日我一定不会再让我爸爸妈妈的五块钱不翼而飞!! 谢谢!!

2008年11月8日

毕业典礼《圆梦。启航》
这天会是非常值得纪念的日子～我们毕业了！
听说九点才开始，就在家慢慢摸咯..怎知接到电话说要入场了..然后就飞去学校咯
还以为这天会哭，毕竟毕业了嘛
但并没有喔
赶到光前堂坐下来后，就开始写给班上同学的感言..我们班都在忙着写..

还以为唱毕业歌会哭，但我们却很开心手拉手地唱歌，忘了几时还站在椅子上..

礼成后，跟妍蔚淑仪谈了一下就回班了..好久没见她们了..但就只聊了一下..

回班就拍照哈啦签名在校服咯...

这天没出街

回到家睡午觉起来后，那种感觉来了..顿时觉得很伤心，不舍得..

那种心里酸酸的感觉～

晚上听歌时，顿时觉得很多歌很伤感

当一个人静下来时，想的东西特别多，就会有很多感触

不想想太多..所以暂时不想了，还有毕业travel 嘛..

对了，那天竟然沙声了，吓死我..

现在喉咙很不舒服咯..aiz..

噢，我想到我没跟班主任苏婷凤老师拍到二人照！唉～